Finding the balance...

I'm wondering how all the girls out there do it. I really and truly enjoy my time on cam, but I'm missing out on sleep.

Of course, being a single mom presents all sorts of difficulties for me. Obviously, I can't cam during the day...shitty. So evening hours are it for me. And often, I get online at 10 or 11pm and stay on until 1 or 2am...only to go to sleep and wake up at 6am to start my day with getting one of my kids ready for school. I normally crash at about 10am and take a snooze on the couch while my youngest child is watching Spongebob or some other inane cartoon (this is a great way to tune out obnoxious things, although I think Spongebob is starting to haunt my dreams).

I think I definitely need to put my youngest in daycare for at least a few days a week so I can have some time to cam during the day. Otherwise, I'll continue going on 4 or less hours of sleep a night, and that will get old quick. I'm guessing that it's all about finding the balance that works for me. I suppose that 3 weeks isn't really enough time to really find that balance, so I'm just going to continue trying.

September is going to be a good month for me. Rather, I'm going to do my best to make sure it's a good month for me!!! I'm going to be adding lots of new things to my profile, and working a more regular schedule, with hopefully more hours. I am determined to get this damned camscore up above 1000 again!

Last night was a decent night considering that mother nature decided to fuck up the end of the pay period for me. It's funny to me that some nights I can come on cam with a plan and a goal to reach, and not come anywhere NEAR that, but then on nights like last night where I had no agenda and just came to hang out, I pulled in a fair amount. Go figure.

I still have yet to have my first $100 night. When that happens, I will be celebrating...and I think that if I can get there, I'll know that I've found my groove (so to speak). Fingers crossed! And a big thank you to everyone who supported me last night...it was so much fun!